My First Heartbreak

After my first heartbreak,
I will fill all my notebooks with only your name.
I will cry a river of tears,
Put them in a jar,
And carry them everywhere,
To remind me of how much I loved you.

After my first heartbreak,
I will draw only your face,
I will dream only of us together,
Walking and holding each other,
Laughing and eating ice cream,
To remind me of how much I loved you.

After my first heartbreak,
I will lie in bed,
Each morning,
Numb.
Pretending that one day,
I will wake up next to you.
Because that's how much I loved you.

After my first heartbreak,
I will wake up everyday,
Smile,
And go on.
Because that's how much I loved you.